POEMS

Hey! These are the poems that I made, since the year 2018 or 2019. To clarify, these poems do not apply to any experiences in my life. Somehow, these are just random thoughts about certain topics or persons and to be precise, about love.

Yours Truly,
Trixie C.

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Poems

(By order; best to least)

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Mystery

Wide awake, through night and day
Secretly adoring thy majestic beaut.
Oh a dream, falling yet willing.
Princely beauty wrapped on you, breathtaking as thee.
Holding onto hope, looking for my way
Dash walking on your beloved alley.
Gazed and stared into a soul — felt shivery
Dazzling fantasy, piece of thy love is quite a mystery.
Silently screaming deep into my core
Shrieking thy name in joy.
Days passed by, sun is up high,
Promise, love will not despair as I am faithful to my words.
Aiming for thy love,
How your smile shines from within.
An empty open room,
To share my entire world with you.
Thy love remains mysterious
Such an enigma type of thee.
The warmth of thy smile, makes me feel in awe.
Felt something special behind those charming smile.
Adoring thy mysterious thee, mysterious love.
Stuck in the middle of questions and mysteries
Wide awake up until now, questioning myself,
Why love remains a mystery?

- Trixie C.

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Eyes Never Lie

Enormously gazing unto thy soul,
The beauty of thine, glows from within you.
That eyes of yours, felt awe as you are an all.
Oh what an alluring sight I saw, felt lost, out of the blue.
Audacious eyes of yours, felt something on mine
As you gazed on mine, seeing something as thy eyes, speak.
Worthy true love, never dies
Seeing thy worth as your honest eyes, never lie.
Mesmerizing stare from thy welkin dark brown eyes
Diving into thy emotions — speaks a lot of thoughts.
Behold as I dive thy ocean, without any doubts.
Fascinating eyes, as we watch the sunrise.
Eyes speaks thousands of words —
Thoughts that were left unsaid.
Wondrous soul, wondrous eyes
Thy eyes, speaks, as it never lie.

- Trixie C.

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Questions

Tell me, where did I go wrong?
Wondering why, questioning why —
As you left the door open,
Questioning myself, “Would you ever come back?”
Listening to thy voice, felt so mellifluous.
Deep thoughts has unlocked and so, questions.
Moving forward as I do not have directions.
As we close our book, blank pages was left, spacious.
Days passed by, new days up high.
Waking up with questions with, “Why?”
That soul of thine, stuck with questions.
Ask on mine, as all I have are pure intentions.
Questions from my mind, as well heart never sleeps.
As thee, haunts me, as I rest, without peace.
Darling, tell me, have you seen my worth?
Or should I keep on questioning myself back and forth.

- Trixie C.

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Deep Emotions

Drowning from my own deep emotions,
Thinking, asking, “Will there be any solutions?”
As the aura whispered to me, “This is an agony.”
Seeking help from a person, come, save me.
As I dive into my own emotions, Dear, —
Tell me more, something that I do not know.
Stuck in this chaotic own world of mine,
Wandering, walking, looking as I need, is a sign.
Deep emotions may be killing my own peace,
At my deep moments, as nobody sees.
Dash walking on my way, looking for bright days.
Behold, as I walk on it without any delays.
Go on, as I walk aimlessly,
Walking away as I walk carefully.
Away from my own destructive ocean,
Filled with deep emotions, full of destructions.

- Trixie C.

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Bring Me Back

Bring me back, darling
Where my heart was fine and not achy.
Bring me back where we first met
The place where you gave me a barrette.
Bring me back those days —
Those times that you replied without delays.
I loved you unconditionally,
I loved you without any difficulty.
Bring me back to your heart
Where I found your love was an art.
Bring me back, darling
The time where I saw your eyes sparkling.

- Trixie C.

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Mutual Understanding

Guess what? Is this love or infatuation?
Look how hard our situation.
How confusing to think it is complicated
Because I know, this is just wasted.
Do we really have any connection?
I can see that our love has a rejection.
Our love is complicated, isn't it?
‘Cause I know you're about to quit.
Our love doesn’t have label
Because our love isn't stable.
Mutual understanding
Yes, because all we have is misunderstanding.

- Trixie C.

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Eyes

Shining like a diamond
Also, frightened.
Beautiful eyes,
Looking above the skies.
Frightened,
I was enlightened.
Words behind those eyes,
There is a surprise.
Chaos around my mind,
Do not want to be left behind.
She tries to hide,
From what she is feeling inside.

- Trixie C.

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Lies

Full of lies,
Full of surprise.
Your words are haunting me
Please, set me free.
Words from your mouth,
Made me a lot of doubts.
Dying from this agony
Well, this will be a tragedy.
I was dejected
Because I was so affected.
Fake love,
It was not true love.

- Trixie C.

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Shattered Promises

You promised
Somehow, I believed.
My heart is so heavy
And it is so achy,
Shattered promises in my heart
Because I loved you from the start.
Broken promises,
Shattered promises.
You left me with a broken heart
Because you said, we will  never be apart.
Expected so deep
From the promises you cannot keep.

- Trixie C.

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Broken

I am so broken
From what you have spoken.
My heart is achy —
I am so down lately.
You broke my heart.
I loved you from the start.
I thought you will be the best
Still, I am blessed.
Wishing for thy happiness
And fill your emptiness.
Forget about me,
You're now free.

- Trixie C.

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Adore

I adore you a lot
And I will not deny that.
Thy beauty, makes me speechless.
I feel so blessed.
You are an angel sent from above,
You deserve to be loved.
You make me smile
Let us go to the extra mile.
My love for you is unending
I hope this love has no ending.
I love you,
With all my heart.

- Trixie C.

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Complicated

It is tiring to think that this is complicated.
Different thoughts that are not related.
Let us figure this out together,
So that our love would be greater.
I miss your touch,
I miss you so much.
I miss your kiss,
I hope you miss the way I miss.
Complicated love,
But you are an angel from above.
Feelings are fading,
Thoughts are shaking.

- Trixie C.

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One-Sided

Love should not be one sided,
Love should be well decided.
Grow with me,
Let us be free.
I love you,
Hopefully, you feel the same.
Be real with me, darling
Knowing that I am lucky.
You are worth it
Like your majestic soul.
Love should not be one sided,
Love should be well decided.

- Trixie C.

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At First

At first, you were sweet to me
But now? You set me free.
Those days was memorable
To be honest, you are unforgettable.
At first, I was so  deeply in love with you
But I guess, thy love was not true love.
How funny it is, I was so obsessed with you
But I found out, you found someone new.
At first, I thought we will be together until the end
But wait, is there no extend?
You were the best blessing that I received
But my heart? Aggrieved.

- Trixie C.

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Close to Mine

I miss thy lips close to mine
Asking myself, “Is this fine?”
Where I thought all the problems will fade
The solution? I just prayed.
Kissing your lips tastes like strawberry
But you? Was just temporary.
You made me feel special
But in the end, it made me suicidal.
Your heart was close to mine
But now? My love for you, was declined.
Skin to skin, your face was close to mine.
Sad to say, our love will not shine.

- Trixie C.

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Scar

He left me
In front of a lovely tree.
I was not expecting that,
That kind of path.
We were together
But it was not forever.
Holding him so tight
In the middle of the night.
Looking at my heart
Asking myself, “Where is the best part?”
He left me with a scar
Realizing that he went too far.

- Trixie C.

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Lost

I was lost
Knowing that, I am the worst.
I thought it will be the last,
But that was the past.
I was lost in the middle of the night.
Come, and hug me tight.
You are not a loser
So come and find me.

- Trixie C.

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Ups and Downs

Felt like I was drowned —
I felt so down.
Trying to make my heart happy
Knowing that I am not worthy.
Despite the negativity
Think about the positivity.
Do not let your thoughts bring you down
Be positive through your ups and downs.

- Trixie C.

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Desire

Craving from thy love,
I do not want to be unloved.
This is a desire,
Burning like fire.
Show me affection
Knowing that there is a connection.
Strong feeling,
Still hoping.
Still hoping,
While our hands are holding.
Strong desire,
Burning like fire.

- Trixie C.

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Friends

They are here when I am at my worst,
When my feelings are about to burst.
I hate seeing them cry
Whenever I say goodbye.
They are always there for me when I needed them the most.
I am afraid that whenever I blink, they will be lost.
They are my crying shoulder
Until we are getting older.
Even though many centuries have passed,
I know our memories will last.
Sometimes we disagreed and fought,
But I know that thy love will never be bought.
You will always be in my heart —
We will never be apart.
I will keep the memories until the end
You will be cherished as a friend.

- Trixie C.